My name is Zoe and I am from Stonehouse in Gloucestershire.
The beginning of anxiety for me came after I had a slow withdrawal of an ‘anti- anxiety’ drug. A drug that I should have never been prescribed in the first place. I took it for twenty years attempting to stop it on many occasions but failing because withdrawal effects were so scary
I went on to suffer horrendous symptoms for two and half to three years. I started having panic attacks, which terrified me. Physical symptoms, a feeling of absolute fear, thudding, pains in my legs and I had a firm belief that I couldn’t move around properly because my heart would give out.
I could not eat properly and lost a lot of weight and would only eat very tiny amounts of food. Cooking would make me have a panic- attack so I stopped cooking altogether and had to give up my job as a Cook/Housekeeper although my lovely employer really encouraged me to please try and stay on.
The effect on my family was something I feel really bad about. I had to text or phone my husband throughout the day to reassure me. He was aghast at the pathetic person I was presenting; he was extremely understanding and did take a lot of it in his stride until it was becoming clear that it wasn’t going away.
I was having acupuncture weekly; I tried CBT, natural remedies, none of which helped. Visited my GP a lot and on one accession she actually asked did I want some anti-depressants (knowing full well the problem I’d had coming of a long-term drug) I was furious and felt totally lost and abandoned with nowhere to turn, surrounded by my family who just didn’t know what to do to help.
I can only say that you are taught and re-educated about all the symptoms and beliefs that you have firmly convinced yourself of, that is the most amazing thing to recognise and it’s very liberating.
The Method is a way of life that you adhere to and this is covered extensively at The Retreat.
For me now, my life is based on following The Method. I have gone back to work part-time, taking it steady. I now do all the daily things that I just gave up on. Most importantly we are making plans for a trip to Spain in our motor home with Freddie my dog, a country that I have barely visited and always dreamed of going to. We are looking at buying a small business in France, a long-term plan of ours that I had abandoned because of my anxiety. So it’s back on the French lessons.
Don’t hesitate to try TLM. It really does give you your life back. It’s a way of thinking and once you’ve cracked it you will be unstoppable. So please, just give it a go. What have you got to lose?
Hi, my name is Beth, I am director of Linden Tree Education.
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